Why Was I Allowed Facebook?

Hello! So I believe it is time to go back through my social media to see how awful I was as a youngen. Sometimes I questioned why I was even allowed to have facebook, my use of the English language on it alone, is enough to make me face-palm so hard I think it gave me a headache. But anywho, let's just have a laugh at the ridiculousness. 

Up first we have someone I like to call. A twat. Posting on my wall something I never understood why, but it was posted. He wasn't the greatest human being, but he was friends with my best friend of the time so I just assumed he would be ok. Oh that mistake. 

Now for this one I tried looking and I genuinely cannot find the profile picture that matches this date. So clearly I deleted it from embarrassment. Now because it was a couple of days until Christmas I think I remember which picture it was. I believe it to be one of me (duh) and I had painted on a Santa hat and added Christmassy things. No wonder I deleted it.

Some proof that there was a time I actually did get excited for Christmas. Not anymore. Also I love Hal's comment, because we still joke about it today. 

So this was another friend of a friend who I got really closeto but never actually met, and she was just lovely and would post things like this on my wall. Let's just enjoy that and ignore the fact that I put "thnx u 2". God what was I thinking. 

*Sighs* Just shoot me. 

It's watched Elli, watched. Know your tenses! He did look rather funny in that episode though. I couldn't stop laughing.

See I was even sad when Christmas was "ova"! What happened to me?

I remember this, basically Hariette promised to see the 2nd film with me but ended up planning to go see it with friends instead, so mum took me to go see it, at the same time and same cinema as Hal. She bought me a slushy mum is great. And she would nudge me every time David Tennant came on screen, then she ruined the plot for everyone. But the best bit was when she went to embarrass Hariette after the film. Going up to her in front of all her friends saying "don't worry mummy loves you" and gave her a massive hug. 

I do wish all those number 1's a very happy new year. 

*Sighs* Shoot me again. Just to be sure. 

I'm always sad when school starts again. However I wont have to say that after this year. That's just as sad in a weird way. 

I always feel ill lets face it. Mainly because I see me putting "thnx" I just want to throw up. 

I was genuinely talking about this fish shaped pizza the other day with Jessie and Siobhan. I remember the dough was horrible so I was kind of picking at it whilst sat at the computer writing this exact post. 

I assume it was because I was ill, but I don't really know. Let's just bask in the rare occasion of my nannie actually being on fb. 

Well clearly it wasn't to death if not you wouldn't be here. But back then I didn't have the wonderful world of sims to entertain me. Or youtube. Life was so tough back then :'(

I don't remember this too well, but I was at Scarlett's and we decided to video chat with Harley which is one of the first and only times I every really talked to her. She made a post saying how crazy I was. It's true. That hasn't changed. 

The main example of why this guy is a twat. At least I had Bryony to back me up. Weird I don't talk to her anymore. 

We know. Life was boring! Learn how to spell then maybe you wouldn't be so bored!

Those m8's of mine really do deserve all the love. I love my friends too don't worry. 

Ah yes the classic facebook problem of adding people you only really just know, simply so you can have more friends. I have filtered all of them out now, so I am down to family (because I feel rude deleting family) and those I actually talk to from time to time. 

*Face-palms*

Aww even back then I would get excited about Celebrity Big Brother. That show is a massive part of my life. I wonder which one this was? *googles* Ah it was the one where Alex Reid won, with Basshunter, Vinnie Jones, and Lady Sovereign. I quite liked that one. 

I was jealous of it being Hariette's birthday apparently.

And to finish this edition we will show how clumsy I was. I had cut my thumb about three times in tech. And that was just my thumb.

See you in the 'morrow!

The Future!

So in order to restore the mess, I have to post another video and then it should go back to the usual video-game-video-game routine. This is just another chat video where I discuss things that occur in my life, and things I have been thinking about lately. Mainly the future. So just watch if you have like 5-10 minutes. Enjoy. 

See you in the 'morrow!

Week At The Knees.

Before we get on to what the blog should be about I am just going to explain the title. There is no mention of knees in this post (apart from when I literally just mentioned it) but it's just a random suggestion from a friend as I had no idea what to call the post. So yeah...Onto discussing my week. 

Wednesday 4th: I woke up early for the first time in a while, which I wasn't used to. But I had to get the bus. At the stop was my dad, who had been waiting for half an hour. Poor guy. Then I got and the bus and sat with Emma, Becky and Harvey, and we were talking about paintball and the 6th form ball. We walked to school and I purchased a hot chocolate and it gave me like a quarter of a cup so I complained to Ali, but drank it anyway after filling it with hot water. After this it was time for double biology where I was getting slightly confused about Epistasis and just cuddling the rats. I also found out I got an A in my coursework! Woo. Then it was break where I was just cuddling people, and then I went to private study where I did some biology worked, and bitched about the 6th form ball, and then got kind of upset because someone was being mean about a type of anxiety I have, essentially saying it was stupid. Then Pointless Conference, where we were talking about the media, which continued into group mentor. Then at lunch we were talking about a plan a few of us have about jobs and things. After lunch Jess and I went to media and we were watching Maleficent and we just kept picking holes in the plot. It was pretty fun. Late bus home and then all the chilling stuff. 

Thursday 5th: Today I woke up at 8, which means I had three hours of nothing before I got ready for school. So I watched Bones, and had some chats with my mum, and then when returning to the tv I flicked through the channels and found something amazing. Raven was on. A show I used to watch with my sister a lot. It's a game show type thing for kids. It was great. So I was watching that and spoke to my mum about how much she used to fancy the host guy. Then I got the bus to school and arrived in private study trying to answer a past paper, but mainly talked to people about the 6th form ball. Then it was lunch and we sat around taking pictures and talking about things I don't remember, before it was time for psychology where we just recapped last lesson and were talking about teachers and things. Finishing with more private study where I looked at apprenticeship things, and then the late bus home with the gang and we took a few more pictures sang songs and danced and chatted. At home I had no internet so I watched tv ate food and took a nap and a shower before it returned for me to do my usual internet chilling thing.

Friday 6th: Blah Blah Blah, got ready for 6th form. Walking to school with Harvey we talked about the dreaded place and once there Jessie, Harvey, Ashton and I planned a camping trip. I am bringing a spoon. Because spoons. And then asked people who they thought would die first. Everyone was saying it would be between the vegetarian (me) and the diabetic (Ashton) and we weren't having any of that so mine and Ashton's plan is to kill Jess and Harvey and I will eat all the sugar, and he eats all the meat. Perfect. Then it was time for biology where we were leaning about the peripheral nervous pathway or someshing. Which was pretty fun. Then it was break where I went to see Dawn and people were talking about the 6th form ball and I was trying to sort something out but was going to be late for Media, so Jess and I rushed there instead. In Media we watched Made in Dagenham which I really liked, plus Champs bought us chocolate and popcorn. A-level media studies guys! Then we discussed it and the lesson was over. So Jessie and I went to the shop and got some drinks, and I sat with Jess and Harvey taking pictures of Emma and Emily, and handing in my uncompleted form to Ali and when I realized during lunch she appeared with the form. It was magical. And then I got the bus home (which was on time :O) and ate food, watched tv, played sims, watch youtube, blogged, and then had a down moment. All before sleeping. 

Saturday 7th: So I woke up after a shitty night of barely any sleep, but I felt better after my crumpet. Crumpets make everything better. I watched some tv, and youtube, and then had a bath, and played sims.

Sunday 8th: I spent a lot of today sleeping. It was nice. Then I got up ate some crumpets, watched a bit of tv with my dad, and got ready to go see my nanny. There we talked about crochet the caravan and other things, before mum got too hungry and we went home and she made me food and I played sims, and watched youtubes, and then realized Once Upon A Time was back so watched an episode of that, blogged this and watched youtube and went to sleep.

Monday 9th: I woke up and had some crumpets. Because crumpets are my life right now. Anyway. Then I started crochet and you can read all about that in my blog post from yesterday. And I gave up on that and went to have a relaxing bath. Which led to food time and I ate food and watched some more Once Upon A Time and I have a theory about it, but I don't think it is going to be correct. Would be so interesting if it was though. Then I blogged and stuff, and watched youtube. Then something incredible happened. I did some revision :O I know I know. Whilst revising I was having a photo war with people in the group chat going on, and yeah. 

Tuesday 10th: More crumpets this morning as I had some time, and then I went to school where I had private study with Amy, and I was teaching her some fun biology terms and she was telling me everything was awesome in a note, so I wrote back rape isn't awesome but she thought I said rope, so tried to draw some rope, but it turned into a worm which turned into a snake which turned into a fish. Then I went to biology and we were learning about muscles and stuff, whilst singing classic sings, like Cascada and the vengaboys. Then I went to go talk to Quackers about how I will not be in lesson tomorrow and she was getting annoyed at the 6th form, and then I was talking to Nicole about it before going into the common room with people. Here Amy and I did some singing, we all discussed 50 Shades of Grey and shipping people. Following this was psychology where we did biological therapies which was kinda straightforward, and we tried playing a practical joke on Mitchell, it kind of failed though. Then I came home and watched the last ever episode of Waterloo Road, and they were talking about Grantly which made me sad. Then I watched some youtubes, and blogged. So yeah.

See you in the 'morrow!

How (Not) To: Crochet

Hi, so today my thoughts are on the art of crochet. Mainly because my mum started crochet and she is going to make me this blanket I just liked the look and idea and was like I want to try. Also yesterday when at my grandmothers house we were discussing it, and I said I was going to learn. So I turned to the place where I learn anything.

The Internet.

So I typed into google how to crochet watched the video got the equipment and tried to

make it myself. It took me multiple attempts before I knew what I was doing, and I got pretty far before I realized I was doing it wrong as I needed three things instead of two. Then I had to unravel the whole thing and begin the job anew. But it wasn't so bad, except I kept making stupid mistakes. But I was doing ok. And I was prepared to go on further but I got to a point where I was confused at how to make the corner, and I listened to what the lovely youtube lady told me and tried that but it looked nothing like hers, and I didn't want to unravel it because I was scared I would go too far and end up having to start again and I had already spent an hour on the damn thing. 

I would like to maybe try again, but not today, as I should probably get on with some revision or something. Haha. We all know that I am just going to end up sitting on my ass playing sims or something. 

Sorry for the shortish post today, but I just thought I would like to introduce you to my new experience of crocheting. So yeah. Also does anyone else just want to call crochet croch-et? If you want it to be pronounced Crow-shay spell it more like that! The t just throws me off. Anywho....

See you in the 'morrow!

Sharing Is Caring: Anxieties

Hey there. So today I am just going to do a little bit of sharing. Because sharing is caring. Mainly because I don't really have much else to say. So this is probably just going to end up being a short little post. 

Basically I am going to talk about one of my anxieties, which some people might not understand, which is fair enough I don't truly understand it myself, but don't go hating on me ok? Ok. So for years I have had this anxiety about eating in front of people. Now this can vary depending on who I am with and what I am eating, but sometimes the thought of eating in front of some people makes me uncomfortable and sometimes I get really panicky about it. A reason I bring this up is because I have been getting panicky over the 6th form ball because there is a 3 course meal and a possibility I have to sit with people who I am not comfortable eating around. And that freaks me out. 

I have a few theories as to why I don't like eating with others, and these are: 
I have weird eating habits with certain foods, and I have physically had people judge me for it and I get paranoid about that.
Also I am the classic "I hate my body" kind of person. And I just get scared people judge the way I look and compare it to the way I eat, so I try not to eat a lot, or anything. 

I know these are stupid, but I can't truly explain the reason. But it's not that I never eat in front of anybody. It's more those I don't feel comfortable around yet. So with family I eat whatever and I eat so much without a care in the world. Then there are people like Jessie who I could eat a full meal around, because I have known them long enough and trust them enough. I see them more as family basically. Then there are my friends who I can eat with as long as other people are eating, but I wouldn't eat a lot in that instance. But with some of my friends I might not eat at all when I am with just them. It's not because I don't love you enough, but to me I just like to limit the amount of people that see me eat. I don't even know. 

I guess being a fussy eater also doesn't help, because I get anxious when people offer me food and I don't like it, because I feel pressure to at least try it not to be disrespectful or something. It's not my fault I don't like a lot of foods. I eat the food I like, it's what I know, and it's enough to live on. 

So with the 6th form ball I am worried about not liking the food but feeling pressured to eat it because I am with people who don't understand the way I am when it comes to food. So it sucks. Plus I have to pay £30 for it. 

I also have another weird anxiety about crowds of people, which I get from my mum. I just start panicking about judgement that I am making up, I know I am, but it still freaks me out. When you see me alone in the city I just walk around as fast as I can to get everything done so I can return home and be all alone. 

Anyone got any weird anxieties? Sharing is caring.

See you in the 'morrow!

Paintball!

I actually managed to make a decent enough video this week. So I mentioned briefly going paintballing in yesterday's post, so this video is based around my opinions and things like that. Watch if you want, it's only 5-6 minutes of your life going to waste. Enjoy!

See you in the 'morrow!

Mocks, Food and Fun.

Wednesday 25th: So today I had the dreaded psychology mock. Which I was panicking about because I feel that we haven't really been taught it properly. But luckily I have a sister who took the exam in the summer, so had an idea of what the questions would be, so I prepared (not as well as I could have done) for those questions, and it was that exam! YAY. But I guess my results wont be completely accurate. But I guess if I do the same prep for every possible question I will get the same result. I don't know. So I sat in the common room with Siobhan doing some last minute work. After I decided what I wanted to eat at the 6th form ball. Then we went into the mock, and I thought it went ok, I timed my essays well. But I could have done better if I tried. So after the mock I chatted to people and we ate biscuits, before Emma's dad offered some of us a lift home. Where we detoured to McDonalds and got some drinks and drank them in the car before going home. Where I watched some tv and then Hal returned home! So we got a take-away and chilled. 

Thursday 26th: I didn't have an exam today so I hung out with Hariette, when mum said we would go and see Nanny, but when we got there she wasn't in, so we decided to go see my grandparents and saw the creepy dolls of my childhood which was the main topic of conversation, before we headed out to the Castle Carvery for a meal. Then we went back home and Hal and I watched Eastenders, and did some more chilling. 

Friday 27th: The day of my last Mock, and I managed to have a lay in before heading in. I saw people and they were revising for their last mocks and then I headed to the hall with Siobhan. And I spent the next 50 minutes writing as much as I could remember about my essay for my coursework and I managed to write like 5 pages. I was impressed. Then I left early and chatted to people about how it went and wishing them luck before going to get the bus. I went home and my sister and I watched more Eastenders. Then the usual chilling thing happened. 

Saturday 28th: So today I really wanted to go to Gian's to celebrate his birthday but I couldn't get the time off. Therefore I had to go in. It was ok, and me and the guys had some fun times. However they didn't let us go in the crew room so we had to have our break on Lobby which I didn't enjoy. So I cut my break short. But the rest of my shift was ok, had some pretty weird orders, like 10 cheeseburgers, and 40 nuggets. Some people are odd. But oh well. Then I spent the evening watching Big Hero 6. SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!!!! I actually cried a little at the cuteness. And ate some food and went to sleep.

Sunday 1st: Today the guys celebrated Emma's b-day with some paintball. I got picked up at half 8 and was worried about all the things that could happen. And when we got there we had to sign something which wasn't helping, then these guys turned up, and I was terrified because they looked like they were going to destroy us all. But when we met them they turned out to be lovely people. And we played some fun rounds of paintball. Not sure if I would go again though. Then we all went home.

Monday 2nd: As a result of yesterday I was not feeling up to going back to school. So I slept and slumped around at home with my sister, as we played sims and did very little because I kept getting these weird headaches. So there isn't really much to say. 

Tuesday 3rd: So today was the day of returning. Hal went back to Derby, and I went back to school. Getting the bus with Emily in the morning talking about what I missed and reliving the paintball experience. We arrived at break and everyone was asking me if I was ok,and I kind of am, I showed them my impressive arm bruise though. Then I went to private study and caught up on the work I missed with half an hour to spare, so talked to people. At lunch I took some pictures and we all just chatted about the inbetweeners and other weird things. Following this was psychology and we watched a video about schizophrenia then played with Play-doh, aswell as putting our teacher off going to play paintball. Then it was the late bus home where Amy, Theo and I were singing some 80s songs. I got home at pasta watched tv and blogged and stuff. 

See you in the 'morrow!

PICks of the Month: February

Hello! So February has ended. Man that went by fast. And I guess I have to continue the series I started, where I share my favourites. Enjoy. 

 Tv Show: So for this month I would say my tv pick is Grimm, because literally for two days I watched like 13 episodes in a binge mode. I should have been revising but at the time I didn't care because I was getting too into the story. I wont spoil too much for you if you aren't up to date. If you have no idea what this show is it is basically about this guy who can see things no-one else can and he is known as a Grimm (hence the name) and it started out being based around fairytales by the brothers Grimm and suggesting the stories are real and things like that. But now it's more about this other thing. You should try watching it. 

Youtuber: Well last month this was Danisnotonfire, and this month it is probably the same, because I have actually completely watched every single one of his videos. But since I don't want to put him twice in a row I will go for another thing I kind of bulk watched. This being The Super Amazing Project. However I don't watch it anymore because for months ago they changed hosts and I have lost interest. But originally it was hosted by Dan and his youtuber buddy Phil, and they would talk about weird news stories play weird games talk about spooky happenings and share twitter responses to their questions. And it was a weird 7 minutes of entertainment. 

Blog Post: I think this time I am going to go with "Read Some Tweets" because I love looking back through my old tweets because it helps me remember memories, or reminds me to never return to how I used to be because I was an idiot. So if you would like to check out this post you can Read it here.

Dream: Well I haven't really been keeping a record of all of my dreams. I remember waking up to some pretty weird ones, and some nice ones. But I don't know which I would prefer. Because even though the weird ones were like wtf, they are easier to remember so would be easier to talk about, but then the nice ones made me happy but I cannot remember them that much, like the one I had the other night. I think I will go with one of the only ones I have recorded. Basically, I was at a weird looking 6th form and I wanted to skip out on the carnival we were holding so Harvey Jess and I went to go hang out. For some reason this was my grandparents house, but in the dream it was Harvey's. So all of a sudden Hayden was there and we were just chilling and then he told me he liked me kissed me and was telling me not to tell anyone and I was scared so did nothing then tried to say I wanted to go to the carnival so we tried calling Jessie when the phone rang and I answered, the phone was a plate in the dream, but to me this was normal, and then somewhere down the line Harvey morphed into a guy I know called Jack. Pretty weird, but the plate phone is just so clear in my mind. 

Song: I chose this song because I was wanting to listen to it a lot over the month, not completely sure why but it is one of my guilty pleasure songs, because to me I shouldn't like The Vamps, but some of there songs are pretty good and I enjoy them and Last Night has been one of those songs that I have just wanted to listen to this month. 

Game: Well considering I wrote a blog post about it this month, I am going to say my favourite game is Crossy Road, because I got my awesome high score, and I have tonnes of characters, and it is just a quick fun waste of time. 

And finally...Picture: So out of all the pictures in my Feb folder I would have to say this one is my favourite simply because even though I look super ugly. I get to look ugly with Maddy. And in a weird way we look so cute, and it reminds me of a great day. 

See you in the 'morrow!

I Am Looking Forward To...

Hello I am going to look on the positive side of things (because mock week hasn't been the best thing ever) and tell you about some things I am looking forward to. 

I am looking forward to spending more time with my sister before she goes back to Derby:Playing sims, and watching Eastenders with her is going to be amazing. 
I am looking forward to paintballing on Sunday for Emma's birthday as I have never been before and I think it will be a great laugh. 
I am looking forward to mine and Maddy's birthday because I hope it will be just as great as last year. 
I am looking forward to earning more money at work, because there is a slight moving out plan developing and money is useful for this. 
I am looking forward to the day of my final exam and I can just scream excitedly about how the stress is all over. 
I am looking forward to the 6th form ball, because it will be a great memory with some people I will probably never see again. 
I am looking forward to Summer as I can start relaxing some more, by playing sims, watching youtubes and reading around. 

And that is just a few things of this year I am looking forward to. There are probably some more things like if the guys ever meet up things like that but I don't know if they are happening so cannot really mention them. But these happy little positive things to look forward to can hopefully get me through my final mock, and some of them even through my actual exams. Just thinking about the light at the end of the tunnel. Not in a reaching heaven way though. 

Stay positive!

See you in the 'morrow!

Papa's Pasteria

Ok, so there was meant to be a video up today and I had one all prepared and I filmed it the other day, but I never checked the audio (good note for the future) and it is just terrible and I cannot actually do anything with it, because there is just this annoying static noise over what I am saying and it is really irritating so I am going to just redo it and post it next week and do a little swap and this week can be another game post. So I am sorry if you were looking forward to seeing my beautiful face. Umm.. Now I have to think of a last minute game post. Why not just steal an idea from a friend! 

So a while ago Maddy talked about a bunch of games she found called "Papa's..." Because he own's so many different businesses. So I chose his pastaria, because I love pasta. And I liked the game because not only do you make pasta, you get to create your own character! Which automatically makes me like a game. I like showing individuality. However other than that I wasn't too impressed with the game, because it just reminds me of Diner Dash and Hysteria Hospital which were a lot better and I would rather play those in all honesty. 

But the game is a fun little time waster I guess. The gist is you get an order and you have to try and cook it and prepare it perfectly on time, and I usually forget to check for new customers. But I got better, because I do like games that involve pressure of trying to keep everyone happy. However, the games I previously mentioned are much better at this. Though I guess if you don't own those games then this is all you will have. So I would recommend it, just not that much I guess. 

And that was my short little game post.

See you in the 'morrow!

Revision vs Work vs Relaxation

Wednesday 18th: My first free day of half term, and I decided to have a little revision session. I'd say it went ok, but I just don't think any amount of revision is going to help me because I don't seem to be able to remember the information for long enough.

Thursday 19th: I had work again today, it was pretty busy and I had a lot of fun in places. But I made a couple of mistakes like dropping someones food. But I ensured I was really nice to all of my customers to make up for it, because I feel as long as you are nice to people they might not mind as much. When I was being cashed up I had some fun conversations with my managers about A-levels. Then I got my stuff and headed for the bus, but I was a minute late and saw it pull away from the stop -_-  and thus had to wait half an hour for the next one, which my dad was on. So I chatted to him about work, watched Bones when I got home and I was too tired to revise so went to sleep. 

Friday 20th: Had to go into work again today, and it was slightly better than yesterday, but the bus made me arrive like 15 minutes late. I kept with my whole just be polite and the customers might not mind you getting things a little wrong or it taking a while. Because everyone wanted things that took the longest to make. But yeah it was very quiet towards the end of my shift so my manager said I could leave early, but we spent ages trying to find the book I had to sign (turns out he placed the float on top of it) so I only clocked out two minutes early. Then I went to get the bus and ate food and had a mini breakdown over revision failure things like that. I'm not coping well at the moment. 

Saturday 21st: No work today so time to revise. Apart from the fact I have little motivation anymore because everything I do just seems to go wrong. So I distracted myself for a bit with sims and youtube before trying to re-attempt the revision mess.

Sunday 22nd: Last day to revise! So most of this day was spent, trying my best to revise for Biology and crying because I feel like a failure, and the stress getting to me, so distracting myself for hours watching youtube which leads to me getting more stressed. So yeah that was my day. 

Monday 23rd: Mock day 1. I woke up and went to the bus stop and the bus was late, 15 minutes for me, but it turns out that my dad's bus never turned up either so he and I went to get a lift from mother, and we saw the bus turn up. Oh well. Then I turned up and had a quick last minute revision about ultra-filtration (wasn't even in the mock). Then talked to everyone before we headed into the room for like an hour and half half as I sat in a mock which was ok, but terrible at the same time. So only the results will tell. Then I came out chatted to Hayden for a bit, ate an apple and talked to people, then went to get the bus, then I got to bus to go see Claire. And we just chatted about everything while drinking tea for a couple of hours. It was nice seeing her again, and we agrees to have the Tea Talks more often. Then I went home played sims and had a chilled evening. Because I just wanted to avoid stress. 

Tuesday 24th: As I didn't have a mock today I did not need to be in 6th form, so I slept in, and then tried to do revision, got stressed out, helped mum with house stuff, ate food and watched waterloo road, try to do more revision, got stressed out, so played sims, then tried to do revision again, got stressed out, spoke on the phone to my sister, tried to revise again, got stressed out, and watched youtube and cried a little and I will go to sleep and hate the world. 

See you in the 'morrow! 

Impending Doom.

Hello. So for my friends at 6th form reading this, today marks the first day of mocks. However, for me (who is writing this on Sunday) it is the last day to cram in revision. And I am stressing. Like really bad. It is pretty much at the stage of I want to give up cry in a corner and consider giving up on life entirely because I just don't like being told I am going to fail. 

I mean I probably should have started revision sooner, so if I fail I hope it can kick me into shape to be more motivated to do revision for the real exams and hopefully I can actually do well then. But that is the future I guess. However I only have 84 days until my first exam. FREAK OUT TIME!

So sorry this is a short post but I am in the middle of stressing the hell out, and I need to do some major revision for the week of impending doom, but I will probably end up crying. I guess I could just update this tomorrow after my first mock, but I am scared this will confuse me as well as others. But anyway what the hay I bet no-one really cares. 

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO HAS AN EXAM THIS WEEK!

See you in the 'morrow!