How I Like My Hair.

You can tell I'm running out of things to talk about can't you. But to me my hair is a very big deal. Because it's the basis of whether or not I think I look good. And people can tell me otherwise, doesn't change how I feel.

I think it comes from my face shape. Because sometimes my face can look really fat and round but if my hair is in a certain it looks nice and angled. I mean sometimes it can also be a filter I use or the actual position of the camera. But most of the time I find if I move my fair I look better.

If you've known me a while you'll know I've essentially had the same hairstyle since I was in my last year of middle school. Essentially being a side fringe parted on my left side and length mainly around my shoulders. I tend to hate having my hair up, because of the fringe not flowing properly without the support of the rest of my hair (which I do preferred to be layered and somewhat voluminous) but since I have to wear it up for work I do grow to like it a bit more. As long as my fringe is not tied back. I'm not entirely sure why. I think it's mainly lyrics due to me hating my eyebrows with a passion. Never stare at my eyebrows. So by always having one partially covered up it makes them less noticeable. Plus when you tie it back I get the weird pokey put bits of my ponytail.

Sometimes I just hate the ponytail because of how it waves  and the way my hair has to cling to my skull, highlighting my weird head shape. So sometimes I have to loosen it a bit, but then it goes bumpy. It's a struggle. You can tell I'm running out of things to talk about can't you. But to me my hair is a very big deal. Because it's the basis of whether or not I think I look good. And people can tell me otherwise, doesn't change how I feel.

I think it comes from my face shape. Because sometimes my face can look really fat and round but if my hair is in a certain it looks nice and angled. I mean sometimes it can also be a filter I use or the actual position of the camera. But most of the time I find if I move my fair I look better.

If you've known me a while you'll know I've essentially had the same hairstyle since I was in my last year of middle school. Essentially being a side fringe parted on my left side and length mainly around my shoulders. I tend to hate having my hair up, because of the fringe not flowing properly without the support of the rest of my hair (which I do preferred to be layered and somewhat voluminous) but since I have to wear it up for work I do grow to like it a bit more. As long as my fringe is not tied back. I'm not entirely sure why. I think it's mainly lyrics due to me hating my eyebrows with a passion. Never stare at my eyebrows. So by always having one partially covered up it makes them less noticeable. Plus when you tie it back I get the weird pokey put bits of my ponytail.

Sometimes I just hate the ponytail because of how it waves  and the way my hair has to cling to my skull, highlighting my weird head shape. So sometimes I have to loosen it a bit, but then it goes bumpy. It's a struggle. I did wear my hair in a full pony tail around London, and I'll be honest I didn't completely hate it. Trying to take a nice photo though was irritating. Since my hair has grown longer I had started to learn to plait my hair in fun ways. But the way my hair looks against my hair does put me off. I like to have a change. I want to have a change. But to me the only logical solution is to have a new face shape.

I've considered going back to a full fringe like in my early youth, because a side fringe is too much upkeep to look nice all the time. But I have this fear of it getting cut wrong. And I've cried at getting my hair cut before. It's what started the Alice band phase. And we are not going back to that. But I just don't know what to do about the length of my hair. Because I can really like how it looks long  it just gets quite heavy and weirdly wavy. But I could never go too short because then it doesn't frame my face right. Even though short hair was my mum's favourite look on me.

This is a wig, don't be scared. 

I don't know. I think I should just stick with what I know. As I remember in middle school I so desperately wanted a side fringe I would just take a section of hair and seperate it, despite it being the same length. But I do fear sticking with it makes me boring. Much like this post.  Which I am only writing because I am bored whilst sat on a train. Hence it's weird structure, poor grammar, and large amounts of what the fuck is going on. But thank you for sticking with me. See you when I see you!