Hello. So I decided to listen to my friend and actually made a vlog. It was really weird doing it, but felt right at the same time. But it's a bit shitly planned as it was all spontaneous. I do apologise and explain everything in the video, so just watch it. Waste some time. Take your mind off the struggles of your day. That's what I do this for. Hopefully there will be another one soon.
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Friday, 25 March 2016
Sunday, 13 March 2016
What If...?
Hello, my fellow "I need a distraction" people! So I was thinking about what I was going to blog about, something I spend most days doing but never really get round to doing half of the stuff I plan in my head. Sometimes it would be so much easier if when I thought of something to say it would just type it all up on my laptop (even when I'm not near it) and then formats itself. But I guess we have to do this the hard way. Well it's not really hard, just more effort I do not really have. Which is why it has taken me over a month to get a post out. I'm sorry, but I have been busy and lazy, which doesn't make sense.
So yesterday I was having a lovely time socialising with my friends when Maddy asked me if I still posted on youtube and/or on here. My answer being not really, but I wanted to. Which got me thinking. What if I vlog more! Because I might find that easier than typing out what I want to do. But then I thought about it some more and it's probably going to be just as time consuming. First I would have to make myself look presentable, then film what I wish to film, then edit out all the stupid parts, and upload it. From what I remember about when I used to do this editing was the worst bit. But the most fun.
I don't know! I always have ideas in my mind, I just never go through with them. I need like an assistant. Because I want to continue with all that stuff I used to do, because it made me less stressed as it let me escape from the actual stresses of my life for a bit. However, we all know how this is going to go down. I will start up for like a week or so then I will go silent for ages. Possibly forever. It's difficult when there is nothing really to talk about, and know time to talk about what i want to talk about. Ugh.
I'm sorry for being annoyed by this and constantly repeating myself, I just need help. I need to figure out what I actually want to be doing and giving myself time to do it all, and I need to stop being lazy with my life.
This has probably been the worst thing to read by me so far, and I apologise, but help me clear my head. Offer suggestions on what you think. Or not. Whatever.
I'll just see you when I see you!
So yesterday I was having a lovely time socialising with my friends when Maddy asked me if I still posted on youtube and/or on here. My answer being not really, but I wanted to. Which got me thinking. What if I vlog more! Because I might find that easier than typing out what I want to do. But then I thought about it some more and it's probably going to be just as time consuming. First I would have to make myself look presentable, then film what I wish to film, then edit out all the stupid parts, and upload it. From what I remember about when I used to do this editing was the worst bit. But the most fun.
I don't know! I always have ideas in my mind, I just never go through with them. I need like an assistant. Because I want to continue with all that stuff I used to do, because it made me less stressed as it let me escape from the actual stresses of my life for a bit. However, we all know how this is going to go down. I will start up for like a week or so then I will go silent for ages. Possibly forever. It's difficult when there is nothing really to talk about, and know time to talk about what i want to talk about. Ugh.
I'm sorry for being annoyed by this and constantly repeating myself, I just need help. I need to figure out what I actually want to be doing and giving myself time to do it all, and I need to stop being lazy with my life.
This has probably been the worst thing to read by me so far, and I apologise, but help me clear my head. Offer suggestions on what you think. Or not. Whatever.
I'll just see you when I see you!
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