So following on from my last blog post. I'm pretty shit. I set out to do all these things, and haven't really done them. Therefore I am certain this is just going to be another one of those lies I tell to pretend like I have everything together. Because I most certainly do not.
Anyway, I thought to myself at the wonderful time of 2am. Because that's when all good thoughts happen. That I will create my own system to be more like a normal human person and less like a cat. As all I have done since I last posted really is sleep and eat and crave attention from others whilst also wanting to have my own space and independence. And as much as I do love being a feline I unfortunately cannot live that way.
So my plan is to give my self one task a day. Yeah I know sounds so simple. But to tell you the truth, trying to get me to do things recently is a task. And my only motivation really has been Matt. Which is why I am shit scared he is going back to uni. Hence why I am starting this, to try not to be such a useless wreck I guess. And prove I can accomplish something on my own.
They will start off as little things, to help me gain confidence. Then I will try to be a bit ore outgoing with them. The ultimate goal is to be happy and proud of who I am and what I do. So if I can achieve the little things, I've made a start. Right? Right...?
Well as I stated in the last post I'd achieve all these things, but maybe so many promises is where I failed. So here we go.
Today I will...Write and Post a Blog entry.
Woop! I did it.
You know what that does make me feel a little better.
See you when I see you!