Thursday 24 November 2016

What's Happened To Me?

Hey. It's been a while. A very long while. But I thought to myself I miss it. We all know how this is going to end up though. I write a post saying all the things I want to do but never actually achieve. It's because I have no time anymore. I go to work I come home from work, spend a bit of time with my mum talk to people and sleep. So as you have noticed there are a couple of changes to the blog. Hopefully to make things a little easier to read as people used to complain (I did it so people couldn't pay attention to detail), but I'm going to avoid all that, mainly because that was what took up so much of the time. Also I thought it would be nice for a change as I'm not exactly the same person I was when I started this blog. I remember a couple of months back I thought it would be easier to have a fresh start on a new blog but that soon got forgotten about. Much like this surely will.

But I guess I should update you all on my life. When we left off, I had split up from my boyfriend (which is very awkward as he is mentioned so much on this blog, and I hate every part of it) And as I predicted things got ugly, he makes me hate my existence and I have felt like my two years with him never happened and there is just this gap in my life. Which is harsh I know, but if he didn't start acting the way he did I wouldn't feel this way. I didn't want all my memories to be tainted. But I'll go into more detail in another blog (probably...maybe...never). Plus side, I am happily with someone else who makes me so happy and manages to cheer me up when I feel shit. Which is a rather impressive skill. And it's been like 7 months now and I feel like we've been together this whole time. It's just right. Again maybe I will right about this in more detail in another blog. Promises, promises.

Also I was in the midsts of my Level 2 Apprenticeship, which I have now definitely completed! Woohoo! So I have progressed onto my Level 3 which can open up a lot more opportunities for me, and so far the work doesn't seem that difficult. The only issues I have had is having time to do things. Because of ratios I end up working so late, after starting early, I now only get a half an hour lunch instead of the full hour (which I used to get most of my work done in) because of my pay increasing. Only plus side. So by the time I get home it's like. Nah.

Other plus sides from work, is that I become so much part of the team I actually have work friends, that I see outside of work. I mean it all started because one of them decided to leave to pursue a new career, and we went round her for drinks, and now it's becoming a regular thing. There is a group of like 7 of us and we are meeting up weekly just chatting about anything. Today we literally planned a wedding for one of them who isn't even engaged yet.

It feels weird having new friends outside my usual group. But don't worry I have not forgotten about the ragtag group of awesomeness even though the dynamics have changed dramatically. I mean Jess and I don't talk anymore, Scott has re-entered my life as a good mate, I'm actually considering Connor as a good friend, and a certain someone is just a no. And as for Emily. Who the fuck knows what is happening there. I'll discuss in more detail in another post (doubt it).

Things are certainly different to three years ago when I started this blog. I mean I actually started it three years and four days ago. Maybe I should have thought about rebooting four days ago and it would have been a nice little 3 year anniversary bonanza. But I missed that opportunity, and I don't think I can wait a fourth year.

So I really hope I try to continue this weekly. Remember when I used to do it Daily? Oh those were the days. Well. I'll see you when I see you!